IE: My ultimate doll dream is become impossibly pretty. Perfect locks, perfect human anatomy, perfect but adaptable character, healthier life style, perfect clothing, tiny face, doe-like eyes, small nose, etc.
October 2017. Image due to Insanity’s Equilibrium.
Finally I contacted Kiya K., also CinnaDolly, Living Doll. “Kiya lives in Southern California, where CinnaDolly brings together Kiya’s curiosity about Lolita tradition, human anatomy modification, lifestyle fashion, and BDSM. Kiya has embraced her passion if you are residing art since a teen, whenever dial-up modems remained brand new and there is no internet. Today, Kiya everyday lives and explores environments that are surreal self-assigned tasks to go deeper into sparkly territory. ”
Kiya K: Dollification in my opinion means the generating of an individual as a doll, mainly in an visual method, but additionally there clearly was this going to the mindset of the doll,
Aswell, in addition to playing away from scenarios through roleplaying too. Roleplaying is generally done in pairs, though individuals who identify as ‘living dolls’ definitely simply get together to occur, though that’s maybe maybe not so much what dollification implies; dollification often relates to the becoming or making another turn into a doll or behave like a doll with kink overtones or implications.
HM: what type of doll do you realy like being?
KK: i believe for each doll, there clearly was a various doll to be. Dolls are diverse. Dolls are multifaceted. Dolls evolve. They appear to be more available to growing and changing than almost all of the people. I’m not really certain to understand where to start to resolve issue.
In the event that you suggest stylistically, being truly a doll plus an abiding desire for Lolita and Harajuku4 -inspired, over-the-top, and queer femme influenced style get together for me like chocolate hot fudge over frozen dessert having a maraschino cherry over the top – yummmm. I will elaborate: Lolita fashion talks in my experience as a mode this is certainly about pursuing ideals of design, femininity, and beauty that draws for a range that is diverse of. A few of the fashion and exactly how it really is documented may project pretty much sexiness, however it’s positively about pressing boundaries in my situation.
Another method to resolve issue: I’m a switchy, sensitive and painful, compassionate, often dominating, often submissive, frequently receptive, often powerful, often delicate doll with a good feeling of by herself. You simply will not locate a replicant that is compliant here. I will be adept at an array of abilities and methods, both to generate and get of solution to those for me to let my guard down around that I deem safe.
HM: Has this changed with time?
KK: There definitely is a development. Additionally, the people who i will be a doll with impact just how this unfolds. Sorry we don’t do have more details right here.
HM: would you remember just just exactly how it started for your needs?
KK: we dated an individual who often recognized as a doll. I was introduced by her to Lolita fashion too. The two of us involved with dollification roleplaying. Then, perhaps not long after, we dated another person who was simply into dollification, too. It’s a pretty thing that is common now, during my relationships. I would personallyn’t be astonished if We mostly date folks who are into some aspect or perhaps one other of dollifcation for the others of my entire life.
It’s very liberating to become a doll, to consider this mindset and live into this role- play to be a far more creation that is perfect.
HM: Is this one thing you are doing along with other individuals now? Do an‘owner is had by you’ or even other dolls?
KK: Yeah, when I stated, there clearly was defnitely a residential district of individuals, some into more the fashion and aspect that is lifestyle of, plus some folks who are more in to the roleplaying and energy change aspects that draw upon and enact kink / BDSM methods. It’s about living in a frame that is heightened of and presence, i believe.
We don’t have actually an owner, but I’m open to presenting an owner, 1 day. I’m also open to possessing other dolls, yes. Surviving in a doll home with other dolls is the most useful.
HM: Can you describe the method of the method that you transform in to a doll?
KK: i will be constantly a doll.
HM: Something I’m particularly enthusiastic about is exactly exactly how an individual might replace the real means they move and act actually when they’re doll. Like, do you really be nevertheless or for instance?
KK: No. Possibly some individuals do that, however for me personally, being a residing doll is about being such as for instance a replicant from Blade Runner. I’m self- mindful, We have emotions and thoughts. Day i fear being turned off permanently, one.
HM: and it is here a new state of mind whenever you’re a doll? What exactly is that like?
KK: Well, sure, nonetheless it hinges on the people I’m with, the environment.
HM: what’s the benefit of being truly a doll?
KK: I’ve talked about a couple of things: It’s very liberating to be a doll, to look at the mind-set and live into role-play to be an even more perfect creation. Then there’s the part of changing my human body become an improved doll. I will be increasing funds to own facial plastic cosmetic surgery, breast augmentation, plus some liposuction and fat grafting, along with possibly modification to my vocals and bone tissue size decrease, due to the fact technology occurs and may be properly implemented. I am getting my ears pointed by Samppa von Cyborg in April in European countries. This can be most likely where I’m somewhat curvy girls topless different than a number of the Lolitas and much more such as the bimbofication crowd that is#plasticfantastic. Also myself aspiring to bimbofy myself, here our interests overlap in plastic surgery and body modification though I don’t completely consider.